Beautifully broken sometimes i am mis-spoken
No wait I am beautifully mis -spoken and my words come out broken
Which should be taken as humble and not mocked if I mubbled,
Yet what they see is a misguided yet easily guided me
They get lost when I dont follow
So how is it then that I am still hollow
Looking for a path that I follow to place I havent been
But somehow I know its there and while I am beautifully
Mis spoken with words that come out broken no wait I am beautifully broken and i am often mis -spoken …(some how that in its self should make me some kind of token)
I’ll find an unpatched way. By Karter Couser 5/5/2012 2am
The one thing I know that I have wanted to do all my life is help people but finding out in what way has proven to be the most difficult along with my patients to continue my education in that direction. I’ve always been artistic. I love to write draw design and what not but helping people is the way I feel like I am adding some good to the world. I grow up wanting to practice law until I figures out that lawyers don’t exactly help I mean they do but they don’t and they uphold laws that are unjust in away…Then in my early 20’s I just knew it had to be nursing , it’s hands on you have to have a passion to help people but in some of the places I work I find myself worrying about my licenses. Making sure I don’t upset someone patient or co worker and jeopardize the whole thing…and then I realized that was not the job for me….I mean yeah I was helping people but kissing ass and having to fear for my job because of someone just may not like me that day who knows… So I have decided to take a break relax for a while and just find what it is…I know that I don’t want a job I want a career but I am still at a loss as to what I want to do and how and as the countdown starts until my 30th birthday I feel like the pressure is on!!!!
In the mean time I guess you will have more post of poems and blogs and etc from me.
Awake/Breathless/ Restless
by Karter Couser 4/13/2012~~~~~2am
So how can I explain this at the same time be breathless and my mind being so restless
Having feelings or dreams about sensations that make it hard to see
I am awake yet breathless and yet my mind is so restless
Thinking about what could and what can’t be
Awake realizing what was what is what could
Breathless at what is lost has been lost what will be lost
Restless thinking of the future, forward moving,
Ready to be set free but with nowhere to go
Breathless standing, restless moving, awake sleeping
You make me feel………………………AWAKE
Lost and found
Directions that have no calculations or coordinates
Lying awake sleeping thinking of breathless helpless
Just so that you can keep me restless……..
brittoh:
Says it all. #Women #Africa #Beauty #LIFE
(via alexandraelle)
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